My Angel is Centerfold

When they show television programs focusing on serial killers, kidnappers or rapists, they frequently show the disturbed person has a montage of photographs of the victim(s). They are clearly obsessed.

German Girl , the magenta flame-haired female, has become increasingly possessive of The Dane and inferring to others that she has a special love relationship with him. The Dane has not helped by loaning her an old bicycle and inviting her over for pizza and beer to get in some more German language practice. Aquarian that he is, it was only pizza, beer and a bicycle loan to him. In his Aquarian naivete about dealing with the opposite sex he has no idea of the powerful effect he is having on her even though he intends for the attention to lead nowhere than friendly assistance (and as I said he gets German practice and someone to stay with for free in Berlin when he goes to visit).

She has proudly shared with me and some others that she is The Dane's "assistant" in our international student group (and in effect, indispensable to him). On any given weekday you can find her near him if he is at the university and at a social event (party etc) she makes her way to his side and sticks by him.

Little has he known about the bevy of photographs I have discovered her taking of him and copying from others on Facebook etc, in order to put on her homepage and elevate her fantasy relationship.

I will ask her to stop copying photographs of him that I have posted interspersed among events and occasions. It feels "icky" to be a part of her obsessive behavior. I hope she will cease now that someone has let her know they noticed. That secretive Moon in Pisces and shy Venus in Cancer is coming through loudly.

Venus in Cancer is a very sensitive placement in which love can have that maternal flavor, and the person wants close emotional connection, not mental connection with the object of affection. That is going to be virtually impossible with The Dane, an Aquarius male. But she does not know that. Combined with the Pisces Moon it is clear she is awash in emotions, self-deception and manipulation. You can look up basic information about Venus signs and Moon signs by clicking on the link on the side of the blog.

A friend asked me recently if I am nervous about The Dane and German Girl. No, not in the least. He is clearly aiming to be kind and friendly to her and get a German acquaintance out of it. He knows now clearly that she is interested in him romantically but I know he is the one sign who could resist any attempts. With his Venus in Aquarius, she will need ot appeal to his mind and her efforts are centered much lower.

But I am hearing that music they play when the insane killer is coming down the hall. LOL, think I will go for a walk.

An Aquarian Kiss

December 1, 2007

That is the date of my first kiss with The Dane, last night.

Or rather, early this morning, just after midnight. It occurred during a Christmas party, in a private room, where we first met...under a Virgo Moon conjunct my Sun. I was feeling quite emotionally heady.

The kiss, slow, gentle and firm, was quite tasty and worth the wait. In true Aquarian fashion it has been a slow road to that kiss but memorable.

Did I feel sparks? You bet.

Afterwards, as I wiped my red lipstick from his lips, I thought in true cool practical Virgo fashion, "I could really like this man." We talked a little bit, then rejoined the party afterwards, no one the wiser.

LOL, ah secretive and cool affection between Virgo (Venus in Cancer) and Aquarius (Venus in Aquarius).

Love, Delusions and Confessions

German Girl confessed today.

She is the German exchange student I talked about earlier. She was born and raised rather poor in what was East Berlin. She is studying Communication for a semester here at the university.

She confessed with a whisper that she has "feelings of love" for The Dane...who she says also has the same feelings of love for her. She says she knows this because while we were on the trip to Bornholm he helped her (and everyone else) while we were climbing some steep rocks during a hike. The Dane went up first and helped people up, as I stood in the back making sure everyone did get up the hill. She also tells me he gave her special looks. German Girl then told me I am sworn to secrecy and must not tell The Dane about her "feelings of love". But if he also has "feelings of love" for her, why must I keep the secret? Hmmm.

Of course I said nothing to her about my thoughts towards The Dane.

She has a boyfriend at a prestigious British university studying to be a lawyer, who is rather unhappy with her demands on his time and her demands for their relationship to be solidified into marriage (and soon, children). She is unhappy with the lack of attention she gets from him. She said is hoping to get something going with The Dane, so then she can break it off with her boyfriend and have another relationship to go to; she will "show" her boyfriend she can get someone else.

Someone recently told me there are 2 million more women than men in Germany. I think I am getting the picture. She is on a hubby hunt.

German Girl has a Sun and Mercury in Leo, Ascendant in Virgo, Pisces Moon, Venus in Cancer, and like The Dane, she has a Saturn in Libra. She is a 1.5 years younger than him.

She is a soft-spoken person , very librarian-like, can be very pleasant in tone when in conversation. The Sun in Leo expains the magenta-red hair. I noticed she is very secretive, very emotionally sensitive (Pisces Moon, Venus in Cancer), quite depressed (views life as quite bad), and possessive. Her tongue is biting and arrogant. She blurts out rude statements at people sometimes and does not seem to notice she is so harsh. Maybe that is a German thing? Or just a personality thing? Who knows.

This confession of hers feels like a dirty secret and a bit disturbing.